

I asked him if there was somethink i could help him with, or was it me that was his problem (one last weapon :( ) I went near him and asked him if there was any problem, whats keeping him so preoccupied, tensed and blown out. after 4-5 mins i could see that he was totally into some thought and wasnt even realising that i was there.Ī pathetic feeling struck me and my tone changed. He was saying mmm mmm and continuing to watch the fan. I gave him the coffee and started my blah blahs about the previous days team lunch. As soon as he got up, he was looking at the ceiling fan and "thinking". My Purus, ie my dear hubby, ie Anand, though not very serious, yet, plans ahead, gives a thought before doing something, discusses and reviews the pros and cons and sometimes i have felt that probably because he is that way, im able to keep my cooll. I dont have questions tangling in my mind as where to how to why to and so on. probably u can say i am toooo optimistic. I have always been a comparatively cool person, yet not irresponsible one. hey whats wrong and whats right in this world!!! I dont intend to give big lectures about careful and carelessness, optimism and pessimism, smartness and dullness but i have few points to put down and ask the public.
